winning without sacrifice is no victory.


this week.

sigh this week really sucks.

all kinds of shit just came flying at me.
zzz.
stupid arguments at home.
lotsa shit in camp.
and i really dont know what the hell is happening with another issue.
zzz.

this few days in camp have really been shitty.
like basically working like 18 hour days or sth like that.
and not much rest in between.
basically get exploited like shit.
wth manz.

and it doesnt help that some other probs plagued me the previous wkend.
and prob this wkend as well.
and stupid arguments.
stupid accusations made at me. by my mum.
it sucks.
to have to handle everything together.

and it sucks even more.
when i would like to confide in one person.
but that person aint there for me.

sometimes. i really feel like quitting.
altogether.
this is just one of the suckiest weeks.
and nxt week is going to be worse.

it seems like im all alone in this world.
with a pile of shit.
im amazed i havent lost my sanity yet.

The Ultimate Fighter - Georges St Pierre, copyrighted eddison 2007
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