this week.
sigh this week really sucks.
all kinds of shit just came flying at me.
zzz.
stupid arguments at home.
lotsa shit in camp.
and i really dont know what the hell is happening with another issue.
zzz.
this few days in camp have really been shitty.
like basically working like 18 hour days or sth like that.
and not much rest in between.
basically get exploited like shit.
wth manz.
and it doesnt help that some other probs plagued me the previous wkend.
and prob this wkend as well.
and stupid arguments.
stupid accusations made at me. by my mum.
it sucks.
to have to handle everything together.
and it sucks even more.
when i would like to confide in one person.
but that person aint there for me.
sometimes. i really feel like quitting.
altogether.
this is just one of the suckiest weeks.
and nxt week is going to be worse.
it seems like im all alone in this world.
with a pile of shit.
im amazed i havent lost my sanity yet.
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postin frm camp
heyylo ppl.
my net at home is down.
stupid singnet. it always happens.
anyway last week has been rather exciting.
like i was outfield for duty on tues n wed.
then thurs booked out to go safti mi for research.
was with another ooc.
and we had fun. some adventures too haha.
oh and friday i booked out to hand letter of acceptance at pub.
after which i went lunch w dad and got two polo tees.
quite the cheap i must say :))
met ys on sat for a short while
and i went pooling/dinner with gingin. (elgin)
aft that we were just walkin ard w shih haur.
cos elgin needed to get a shirt for social night,
i saw a nice topman belt and bought it!
woohoo.
and we kept meeting yanni n lulu..
met some others in orchard oso!
saw bert (softballer) and guanghao.
oh and the highlight of saturday was watching bruce fight.
bruce is my asst coach at my mt gym.
yeah and he basically destroyed his opponent.
lol.
like the fight ended aft abt 1 plus min.
with a devastating spinning back to his stomach..
lol and i realised the thigh kick he has been advocatin is damn effective.
he gave his opponent 2-3 of those.
and 2-3 hours aft the fight i saw his opponent still having difficulty standing up
LOL.
okay so life has been great so far.
i went physio today and i gotta go for some muscle strength test.
and balance test lol
for my knee.
amusing..
and the physio says i will get at least 3mths PES c?
lol.
and a possibility of permanent downgrade hohoho.
alright almost done with the essay proj for one of my enciks..
nw just stoning in aircon coy mess.
slack slack slack.
but at least im qt sure we (another ooc n me) did a damn good job!
haha.
and i have been promoted to temp clerk for now!
lol. no need to go outfield!
my tasks for a day...
do parade state, report sick and company routine order forms.
yeah. thats abt it =P
tag tag tag!
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and there is a way to make things right :)
lalala.
one of my fav quotes by michael schofield.
on prison break.
and im glad i kept on hoping.
and trying.
and we did make things right.
although im considered 'single'.
but im unavailable.
all that matter are our feelings.
HAHA (:
ice cream outing it shall be.
tomorrow.
and i will book in happily.
and cheers to the mrt song =P
breaking free.
[Troy]
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
[Gabriella]
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free
[Troy]
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are
[Gabriella]
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts
[Both]
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
[Chorus:]
[Troy]
We’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella]
We’re soarin’
[Troy]
Flyin’
[Both]
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
[Troy]
If we’re trying
[Both]
Yeah, we’re breaking free
[Troy]
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella]
Ohhhh
[Troy]
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
[Gabriella]
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
[Both]
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see
[Chorus:]
[Troy]We’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella]We’re soarin’
[Troy]Flyin’
[Both]
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
[Troy]
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
[Gabriella]
Ohhhh runnin’
[Troy]
Climbin’
To get to that place
[Both]
To be all that we can be
[Troy]
Now’s the time
[Both]
So we’re breaking free
[Troy]
We’re breaking free
[Gabriella]
Ohhh , yeah
[Troy]
More than hope
More than faith
[Gabriella]
This is true
This is fate
And together
[Both]
We see it comin’
[Troy]
More than you
More than me
[Gabriella]
Not a want, but a need
[Both]
Both of us breakin’ free
[Chorus:]
[Gabriella] Soarin’
[Troy] Flyin’
[Both]
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
[Troy] Yeah we’re breaking free
[Gabriella]
Breaking free
Were runnin’
[Troy]
Ohhhh, climbin’
[Both]
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
[Troy] Now’s the time
[Gabriella] So we’re breaking free
[Troy] Ohhh, we’re breaking free
[Gabriella] Ohhhh
[Both]
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are
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playlist
was reading our own little stakeout.
i cant help but get affected.
im like repeatedly listening to this playlist of a few songs.
1) aslyn - thats when i love you.
2) corrine may - if i kissed you
3) craig david - unbelievable
4) HSM - start of sth new
5) HSM - when there was you and me
6) HSM - breaking free.
7) jesse mccartney - why dont you kiss her.
8) westlife - puzzle of my heart
9) westlife - if your heart's not in it.
and i have no doubt you know why.
late at night when all the world is sleeping
i stay up and think of you
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