winning without sacrifice is no victory.

heyylo ppl.

my net at home is down.
stupid singnet. it always happens.

anyway last week has been rather exciting.
like i was outfield for duty on tues n wed.
then thurs booked out to go safti mi for research.
was with another ooc.
and we had fun. some adventures too haha.

oh and friday i booked out to hand letter of acceptance at pub.
after which i went lunch w dad and got two polo tees.
quite the cheap i must say :))

met ys on sat for a short while
and i went pooling/dinner with gingin. (elgin)
aft that we were just walkin ard w shih haur.
cos elgin needed to get a shirt for social night,
i saw a nice topman belt and bought it!
woohoo.
and we kept meeting yanni n lulu..
met some others in orchard oso!
saw bert (softballer) and guanghao.

oh and the highlight of saturday was watching bruce fight.
bruce is my asst coach at my mt gym.
yeah and he basically destroyed his opponent.
lol.
like the fight ended aft abt 1 plus min.
with a devastating spinning back to his stomach..
lol and i realised the thigh kick he has been advocatin is damn effective.
he gave his opponent 2-3 of those.
and 2-3 hours aft the fight i saw his opponent still having difficulty standing up
LOL.

okay so life has been great so far.
i went physio today and i gotta go for some muscle strength test.
and balance test lol
for my knee.
amusing..
and the physio says i will get at least 3mths PES c?
lol.
and a possibility of permanent downgrade hohoho.

alright almost done with the essay proj for one of my enciks..
nw just stoning in aircon coy mess.
slack slack slack.
but at least im qt sure we (another ooc n me) did a damn good job!
haha.
and i have been promoted to temp clerk for now!
lol. no need to go outfield!

my tasks for a day...
do parade state, report sick and company routine order forms.
yeah. thats abt it =P

tag tag tag!

lalala.
one of my fav quotes by michael schofield.
on prison break.
and im glad i kept on hoping.
and trying.
and we did make things right.

although im considered 'single'.
but im unavailable.
all that matter are our feelings.
HAHA (:

ice cream outing it shall be.
tomorrow.
and i will book in happily.

and cheers to the mrt song =P

breaking free.

[Troy]
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

[Gabriella]
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free

[Troy]
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

[Gabriella]
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts

[Both]
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

[Chorus:]
[Troy]
We’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella]
We’re soarin’
[Troy]
Flyin’
[Both]
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
[Troy]
If we’re trying
[Both]
Yeah, we’re breaking free
[Troy]
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella]
Ohhhh
[Troy]
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
[Gabriella]
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
[Both]
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

[Chorus:]
[Troy]We’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella]We’re soarin’
[Troy]Flyin’
[Both]
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
[Troy]
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
[Gabriella]
Ohhhh runnin’
[Troy]
Climbin’
To get to that place
[Both]
To be all that we can be
[Troy]
Now’s the time
[Both]
So we’re breaking free
[Troy]
We’re breaking free
[Gabriella]
Ohhh , yeah

[Troy]
More than hope
More than faith
[Gabriella]
This is true
This is fate
And together

[Both]
We see it comin’
[Troy]
More than you
More than me

[Gabriella]
Not a want, but a need
[Both]
Both of us breakin’ free

[Chorus:]
[Gabriella] Soarin’
[Troy] Flyin’
[Both]
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
[Troy] Yeah we’re breaking free
[Gabriella]
Breaking free
Were runnin’
[Troy]
Ohhhh, climbin’
[Both]
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
[Troy] Now’s the time
[Gabriella] So we’re breaking free
[Troy] Ohhh, we’re breaking free
[Gabriella] Ohhhh

[Both]
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

was reading our own little stakeout.

i cant help but get affected.

im like repeatedly listening to this playlist of a few songs.

1) aslyn - thats when i love you.
2) corrine may - if i kissed you
3) craig david - unbelievable
4) HSM - start of sth new
5) HSM - when there was you and me
6) HSM - breaking free.
7) jesse mccartney - why dont you kiss her.
8) westlife - puzzle of my heart
9) westlife - if your heart's not in it.

and i have no doubt you know why.

late at night when all the world is sleeping
i stay up and think of you

it ends tonight?
does it.
im not about to believe it does.
perhaps its just a pause,
a comma.
and not..
the emphatic discontinuity of a fullstop.

well even if it is.
theres still a smile on my face.
not from what happened.
but from remembering a certain sweet smile.
and all the beautiful memories we had.

bus rides will never be lonely.
rain will nvr seem depressing.
even jap food tastes good.
and retail therapy seems to work.

you still live in my heart..
i know the flame hasnt been extinguished.
its just flickering for now.
perhaps due to the winds of circumstance.
and time is an essence im willing to afford.
wait i will.

forget me not.
i plead you.
a real life fairytale is still possible.
as long as you remember where your heart belongs.
and where mine is.

s h i f u - 41SAR. says:
my ears damn pain all the time
- s h i f u - 41SAR. says:
sometiems got ringing
eddy says:
rofl?
eddy says:
ringing?
eddy says:
maybe u got earphone
eddy says:
so ring ring

actually that was just the appetiser.
the real joke is here.

:: klarissa says:
haha anw how dare u say e genes dont run in my family
eddy says:
HAHAHA
eddy says:
duh
:: klarissa says:
they do ok
eddy says:
u so ugly..
eddy says:
=P
eddy says:
hhahahahaha
:: klarissa says:
my sis and i look alike a
:: klarissa says:
and
:: klarissa says:
if my sis is cute
:: klarissa says:
so am i!

been a long time since i last updated.
life hasnt been so exciting.
yes.

for those who do not know.
i have OOCed thanks to my knee(s).
OOC = out of course.
lols. and i wont b qualifyin for command sch.
due to health reasons. :)

and basically just spending my whole day reading.
and doing some lame shit tt the sgts want.
like buying food for them at the canteen.
or laminating/photocopying pieces of paper for them.
and almost ALMOST cleaning their bunk for them.
im certainly amazed by the extent of laziness ppl have.
well done.
well at least i have enough time to read up on stuff i want to.

oh. i got offer for pub scholarship.
still thinking abt whether to accept it..
and got offer from smu for double deg.
which aint too hard.
but i need to change from like social science to business.
another unresolved issue.

jsut booked out.
long weekend.
which is good.